sitting in a room full of people at a gathering and realizing that i just don't belong anywhere anymore, like how did it get this way, felt like screaming but just smiled instead.
yaar, matlab samjho na, four years of silence and then i find out they made profiles for marriage without telling me. like, how do you just ignore someone like that?
sat at this dinner party surrounded by people laughing and drinking, they have no idea i just spent my last twenty on laundry and i still need to buy groceries but my fridge is empty—it's so quiet when everyone toasts and i just want to disappear. one day i will tell them, but for now i just smile and leave early.
sat at this dinner party surrounded by people laughing and drinking, they have no idea i just spent my last twenty on laundry and i still need to buy groceries but my fridge is empty—it's so quiet when everyone toasts and i just want to disappear. one day i will tell them, but for now i just smile and leave early.
honestly feel like i am living in a weird alternate universe where no one understands that just because i look fine doesn't mean i am. spent forever this morning gearing up to do something simple like grocery shopping but had to sit in the car for what felt like hours just to find the energy to go inside.