sitting in my kitchen just staring at the dishes piled up because I was too exhausted to tackle them after my shift, thinking about how my last two bills didn’t leave me anything for groceries and that leftover pizza from last week is all I got left, just hoping I don’t get a notice about that stupid fee on my internet for not paying on time again.
sitting in a room full of people at a gathering and realizing that i just don't belong anywhere anymore, like how did it get this way, felt like screaming but just smiled instead.
yaar, matlab samjho na, four years of silence and then i find out they made profiles for marriage without telling me. like, how do you just ignore someone like that?
yaar, matlab samjho na, four years of silence and then i find out they made profiles for marriage without telling me. like, how do you just ignore someone like that?
sat at this dinner party surrounded by people laughing and drinking, they have no idea i just spent my last twenty on laundry and i still need to buy groceries but my fridge is empty—it's so quiet when everyone toasts and i just want to disappear. one day i will tell them, but for now i just smile and leave early.