sat in the park for hours thinking about that weird dream where my childhood stuffed animal was trying to tell me something important but then i woke up and forgot everything except how heavy it felt to carry it around like it actually mattered and now it feels like there’s this weight of memories i can't seem to shake.
sitting in my kitchen just staring at the dishes piled up because I was too exhausted to tackle them after my shift, thinking about how my last two bills didn’t leave me anything for groceries and that leftover pizza from last week is all I got left, just hoping I don’t get a notice about that stupid fee on my internet for not paying on time again.
sitting in a room full of people at a gathering and realizing that i just don't belong anywhere anymore, like how did it get this way, felt like screaming but just smiled instead.
sitting in a room full of people at a gathering and realizing that i just don't belong anywhere anymore, like how did it get this way, felt like screaming but just smiled instead.
yaar, matlab samjho na, four years of silence and then i find out they made profiles for marriage without telling me. like, how do you just ignore someone like that?