day 27 of stalking the fan account of someone I don’t even like – I thought unfollowing would end it, but now I find myself re-reading every post at three in the morning like some twisted fanfic. it’s strange, how easily I let their petty squabbles infiltrate my mind like a midnight horror movie, even the emoji-filled captions eat at me. every notification feels like an invitation to this lonely p...
wait—so my classmate just shared their wedding video and I swear I felt my soul deflate as I watched their flawless event, complete with fairy lights and a drone shot, while I’m over here struggling to keep my pantry stocked with anything other than expired ramen—like, how does everyone have their lives together, and I’m still googling "how to adult" at three in the morning? it's exhausting—just s...
it's 3am and I just watched Shanaya Kapoor talk about ignoring hurtful comments. I wish I could do that. I literally had a meltdown yesterday because my neighbor threw an "intimate" wedding that looked like a film set while my cat looked at me with judgement for not being invited. it’s awkward enough that I eat my pizza alone in my room, but seeing that level of fairy tale made me question my entire life choices - like why does my happiest moment involve convincing myself that frozen food is gourmet? #ShanayaKapoor #existentialcrisis
it's 3am and I just watched Shanaya Kapoor talk about ignoring hurtful comments. I wish I could do that. I literally had a meltdown yesterday because my neighbor threw an "intimate" wedding that looked like a film set while my cat looked at me with judgement for not being invited. it’s awkward enough that I eat my pizza alone in my room, but seeing that level of fairy tale made me question my entire life choices - like why does my happiest moment involve convincing myself that frozen food is gourmet? #ShanayaKapoor #existentialcrisis
it's been 3 years since I last felt excited about a job. i scroll through social media and see friends sharing promotions like it's a celebration. yaar, main toh bas office ki chai peene gaya tha. my only achievement is remembering everyone’s birthdays while no one remembers mine. surrounded by hundreds of contacts but feeling completely alone. these days, my deepest conversations are with the tak...