i literally just found out my ex never actually broke up with their ex. like, we had that emotional talk, and i was crying over the relationship we built. now, i'm sitting here binge-watching a show that reminds me of us, and honestly, the only thing that feels more pathetic is realizing that the entire time, they were just living in two worlds, while i was the fool planning a life without them. t...
yooo, saw that Mustafizur Rahman got signed, right? everyone's buzzing about it, meanwhile I'm over here scrolling through my friends buying houses, flexing their brand-new cars. like, bruh, I can barely afford instant noodles, and here they are living their best lives. sometimes I wonder if I even belong in this circle, you know? I keep posting smiling selfies like everything is great, but deep d...
day 27 of stalking the fan account of someone I don’t even like – I thought unfollowing would end it, but now I find myself re-reading every post at three in the morning like some twisted fanfic. it’s strange, how easily I let their petty squabbles infiltrate my mind like a midnight horror movie, even the emoji-filled captions eat at me. every notification feels like an invitation to this lonely party where I wasn't even invited, and then I see the comments—the bickering, the declarations of loyalty—and I just… wish I could stop caring so much, but then—
day 27 of stalking the fan account of someone I don’t even like – I thought unfollowing would end it, but now I find myself re-reading every post at three in the morning like some twisted fanfic. it’s strange, how easily I let their petty squabbles infiltrate my mind like a midnight horror movie, even the emoji-filled captions eat at me. every notification feels like an invitation to this lonely party where I wasn't even invited, and then I see the comments—the bickering, the declarations of loyalty—and I just… wish I could stop caring so much, but then—
wait—so my classmate just shared their wedding video and I swear I felt my soul deflate as I watched their flawless event, complete with fairy lights and a drone shot, while I’m over here struggling to keep my pantry stocked with anything other than expired ramen—like, how does everyone have their lives together, and I’m still googling "how to adult" at three in the morning? it's exhausting—just s...