yooo, saw that Mustafizur Rahman got signed, right? everyone's buzzing about it, meanwhile I'm over here scrolling through my friends buying houses, flexing their brand-new cars. like, bruh, I can barely afford instant noodles, and here they are living their best lives. sometimes I wonder if I even belong in this circle, you know? I keep posting smiling selfies like everything is great, but deep d...
day 27 of stalking the fan account of someone I don’t even like – I thought unfollowing would end it, but now I find myself re-reading every post at three in the morning like some twisted fanfic. it’s strange, how easily I let their petty squabbles infiltrate my mind like a midnight horror movie, even the emoji-filled captions eat at me. every notification feels like an invitation to this lonely p...
wait—so my classmate just shared their wedding video and I swear I felt my soul deflate as I watched their flawless event, complete with fairy lights and a drone shot, while I’m over here struggling to keep my pantry stocked with anything other than expired ramen—like, how does everyone have their lives together, and I’m still googling "how to adult" at three in the morning? it's exhausting—just scrolling through a timeline filled with houses, vacations, and sparkling smiles while I'm dodging the thoughts of my student loans and hoping nobody notices I’m still driving the same fifteen-year-old car that creaks more than my knees. why is it that success feels like an exclusive club and I forgot to bring my invite? #Inc #overwhelmed
wait—so my classmate just shared their wedding video and I swear I felt my soul deflate as I watched their flawless event, complete with fairy lights and a drone shot, while I’m over here struggling to keep my pantry stocked with anything other than expired ramen—like, how does everyone have their lives together, and I’m still googling "how to adult" at three in the morning? it's exhausting—just scrolling through a timeline filled with houses, vacations, and sparkling smiles while I'm dodging the thoughts of my student loans and hoping nobody notices I’m still driving the same fifteen-year-old car that creaks more than my knees. why is it that success feels like an exclusive club and I forgot to bring my invite? #Inc #overwhelmed
it's 3am and I just watched Shanaya Kapoor talk about ignoring hurtful comments. I wish I could do that. I literally had a meltdown yesterday because my neighbor threw an "intimate" wedding that looked like a film set while my cat looked at me with judgement for not being invited. it’s awkward enough that I eat my pizza alone in my room, but seeing that level of fairy tale made me question my enti...