it's three in the morning and i just checked my bank account… again. for a second, i thought about whether i could manifest a surprise inheritance or maybe find a treasure map in my basement. all my friends think i’m cruising through life, but the truth is, i’m three payments behind on my phone bill and scared the next email might say ‘final notice.’ honestly, how is anyone okay while drowning in ...
just realized that while everyone around me is playing house, I’m still googling symptoms of what feels like my third heartbreak in three months — I mean, who knew watching strangers become partners on television could make me sob into a bowl of cereal that I still call "my dinner" — my last relationship taught me that I can become someone else’s wallpaper and I can never find the strength to peel...
wait, so yaar, i just found out about gold prices soaring and then crashing like my motivation to work out after a week of good intentions. matlab, i’ve been trying to keep myself occupied with gym routines, but every time i walk in, i can’t help but think no one even looks twice at me. like, am i really that invisible? gold might be shining, but here i am, blending into the gym walls. makes me wonder if trading self-worth is worth anything at all. #Tradingview #Insecurity
wait, so yaar, i just found out about gold prices soaring and then crashing like my motivation to work out after a week of good intentions. matlab, i’ve been trying to keep myself occupied with gym routines, but every time i walk in, i can’t help but think no one even looks twice at me. like, am i really that invisible? gold might be shining, but here i am, blending into the gym walls. makes me wonder if trading self-worth is worth anything at all. #Tradingview #Insecurity
the way that this news about the law officer vacancy feels like a cruel joke. like, here I am in a foreign land, feeling like a stranger in my own skin, staring at my empty fridge as dreams of being stable flicker in the distance. even the thought of taking that exam is like… should I really put myself through another disappointment? my mom keeps saying it's all going to pay off, but yaar, kya gha...