just realized that while everyone around me is playing house, I’m still googling symptoms of what feels like my third heartbreak in three months — I mean, who knew watching strangers become partners on television could make me sob into a bowl of cereal that I still call "my dinner" — my last relationship taught me that I can become someone else’s wallpaper and I can never find the strength to peel...
wait, so yaar, i just found out about gold prices soaring and then crashing like my motivation to work out after a week of good intentions. matlab, i’ve been trying to keep myself occupied with gym routines, but every time i walk in, i can’t help but think no one even looks twice at me. like, am i really that invisible? gold might be shining, but here i am, blending into the gym walls. makes me wo...
the way that this news about the law officer vacancy feels like a cruel joke. like, here I am in a foreign land, feeling like a stranger in my own skin, staring at my empty fridge as dreams of being stable flicker in the distance. even the thought of taking that exam is like… should I really put myself through another disappointment? my mom keeps saying it's all going to pay off, but yaar, kya ghar wale kabhi samjhte nahi? life feels like an endless cycle of working hard just to feel behind. #Ukpsc #LifeIsHard
the way that this news about the law officer vacancy feels like a cruel joke. like, here I am in a foreign land, feeling like a stranger in my own skin, staring at my empty fridge as dreams of being stable flicker in the distance. even the thought of taking that exam is like… should I really put myself through another disappointment? my mom keeps saying it's all going to pay off, but yaar, kya ghar wale kabhi samjhte nahi? life feels like an endless cycle of working hard just to feel behind. #Ukpsc #LifeIsHard
so i’m scrolling and there’s my neighbor’s kid, twenty-three, just bought a boat. a freakin’ boat. meanwhile, i can't even afford that weird artisanal toast they sell at the café down the street. everyone seems to be riding on this wave of success, and here i am trying to pay off my credit card like it's a game of whack-a-mole. you can see my struggle but please don’t mention it, that’d be awkward...