the way that new stranger things news dropped while i was trying to pretend i wasn't lurking on my ex's profile. now i’m cringing at that like from a photo of them smiling at a wedding i didn’t get invited to. how does it always come back to that? is anyone else still figuring out why we stay connected to people who cause so much discomfort? maybe i should just dive headfirst into the 80s vibes in...
I've been carrying this...
yooo, I saw everyone talking about those results for grades. I can't help but think, why can’t I pass my own financial exams? it feels like I’m constantly scoring a failing grade in life. last week, I threw out my takeout menus because it hurt too much to keep choosing between rice and my credit card limit. you’d never know I wear thrifted clothes like a badge of honor while balancing on a tightrope of hidden debts, living paycheck to paycheck. meanwhile, I’m scrolling through influencer lives and realizing my biggest splurge was accidentally buying scented candles instead of essentials. gotta love that broken optimism, right? #درجات الصف الثالث الاعدادي #strugglinginmylittlebubble
yooo, I saw everyone talking about those results for grades. I can't help but think, why can’t I pass my own financial exams? it feels like I’m constantly scoring a failing grade in life. last week, I threw out my takeout menus because it hurt too much to keep choosing between rice and my credit card limit. you’d never know I wear thrifted clothes like a badge of honor while balancing on a tightrope of hidden debts, living paycheck to paycheck. meanwhile, I’m scrolling through influencer lives and realizing my biggest splurge was accidentally buying scented candles instead of essentials. gotta love that broken optimism, right? #درجات الصف الثالث الاعدادي #strugglinginmylittlebubble
wait. i poured my heart out in an email about my career dreams and existential dread, and they replied with a single thumbs up emoji. the weight of loneliness hits differently when your words feel heavy, and the response is light as air. is that what my vulnerability is worth? an emoji? i kept rehearsing how they might respond. now, i feel like a fool, talking to myself in empty rooms. is this wha...