yooo, so my family’s like watching the Zimbabwe vs Netherlands match and suddenly comparing my life to my cousin’s. matlab, she’s having panic attacks and here I am just pretending everything’s fine while my bank balance says otherwise. every gathering feels like an interrogation. like, bro, can ya not see i’m just tryna survive, not become the next sports star? honestly, sometimes i wonder if the...
the way that new stranger things news dropped while i was trying to pretend i wasn't lurking on my ex's profile. now i’m cringing at that like from a photo of them smiling at a wedding i didn’t get invited to. how does it always come back to that? is anyone else still figuring out why we stay connected to people who cause so much discomfort? maybe i should just dive headfirst into the 80s vibes in...
I've been carrying this...
I've been carrying this...
yooo, I saw everyone talking about those results for grades. I can't help but think, why can’t I pass my own financial exams? it feels like I’m constantly scoring a failing grade in life. last week, I threw out my takeout menus because it hurt too much to keep choosing between rice and my credit card limit. you’d never know I wear thrifted clothes like a badge of honor while balancing on a tightro...