day 23 of pretending everything is fine. scrolling through social media, I see "อนุทิน" happily getting married while I'm home alone, convinced the last romantic gesture I received was my cat laying on my lap. it stings. I checked my partner's phone earlier and found texts to someone else. maybe love is just a myth, a fairy tale told to fools. but somehow, here I am, longing for something that fee...
wait, have you seen the news about that scandal with the viral video? my relatives are gonna feast on that drama like it's Thanksgiving. their favorite hobby is pointing fingers, and I can already hear the comparisons to whatever I've "failed" at. it’s like, good luck explaining my mental health struggles when they think I just need to "try harder." can't wait for the next family gathering where I...
i sometimes wonder if everyone's lives are just expertly staged like some sort of perfect play. how come my friends are landing their dream jobs and posting about their fancy vacations while i barely manage to remember to water my plants? they celebrate new beginnings and accomplishments while i’m here reminiscing about choices that led me to this never-ending feeling of inadequacy. is the secret really just picking the right path, or is it all just smoke and mirrors? #leftbehind #comparisontrap
i sometimes wonder if everyone's lives are just expertly staged like some sort of perfect play. how come my friends are landing their dream jobs and posting about their fancy vacations while i barely manage to remember to water my plants? they celebrate new beginnings and accomplishments while i’m here reminiscing about choices that led me to this never-ending feeling of inadequacy. is the secret really just picking the right path, or is it all just smoke and mirrors? #leftbehind #comparisontrap
the way that everyone keeps saying how great ai is going to be for healthcare—meanwhile, i’m sitting here alone, scrolling through photos of happy couples while i remember my ex laughing with me in the waiting room. my entire support system was built around them, and now it feels like the machines are taking over everything, even my ability to heal. i wish i could just reboot my heart like they re...