day 47 of obsessively imagining what life would be like if i had actually pursued a career in the malaysia anti-corruption commission, instead of wondering how i tripped over my own feet last week while trying to look cool in front of a stranger. now here i am, sending out imaginary press releases about my newfound passion for exposing the world's injustices while simultaneously avoiding eye conta...
not gonna lie, I keep a playlist of songs I want to blast when I finally confront my partner about that hidden debt I’ve been carrying — the kind they think I’m just so “good with money.” I swear, they don't see me tearing up every time I pull out my phone to check my balance like I'm about to send an embarrassing message — 'cause really, who would’ve thought managing feelings and finances would g...
day 23 of pretending everything is fine. scrolling through social media, I see "อนุทิน" happily getting married while I'm home alone, convinced the last romantic gesture I received was my cat laying on my lap. it stings. I checked my partner's phone earlier and found texts to someone else. maybe love is just a myth, a fairy tale told to fools. but somehow, here I am, longing for something that feels just out of reach. #loneliness #
day 23 of pretending everything is fine. scrolling through social media, I see "อนุทิน" happily getting married while I'm home alone, convinced the last romantic gesture I received was my cat laying on my lap. it stings. I checked my partner's phone earlier and found texts to someone else. maybe love is just a myth, a fairy tale told to fools. but somehow, here I am, longing for something that feels just out of reach. #loneliness #
wait, have you seen the news about that scandal with the viral video? my relatives are gonna feast on that drama like it's Thanksgiving. their favorite hobby is pointing fingers, and I can already hear the comparisons to whatever I've "failed" at. it’s like, good luck explaining my mental health struggles when they think I just need to "try harder." can't wait for the next family gathering where I...