not gonna lie, I keep a playlist of songs I want to blast when I finally confront my partner about that hidden debt I’ve been carrying — the kind they think I’m just so “good with money.” I swear, they don't see me tearing up every time I pull out my phone to check my balance like I'm about to send an embarrassing message — 'cause really, who would’ve thought managing feelings and finances would g...
day 23 of pretending everything is fine. scrolling through social media, I see "อนุทิน" happily getting married while I'm home alone, convinced the last romantic gesture I received was my cat laying on my lap. it stings. I checked my partner's phone earlier and found texts to someone else. maybe love is just a myth, a fairy tale told to fools. but somehow, here I am, longing for something that fee...
wait, have you seen the news about that scandal with the viral video? my relatives are gonna feast on that drama like it's Thanksgiving. their favorite hobby is pointing fingers, and I can already hear the comparisons to whatever I've "failed" at. it’s like, good luck explaining my mental health struggles when they think I just need to "try harder." can't wait for the next family gathering where I’ll have to dodge questions like I'm in some sort of interrogation. one day I’ll just walk in and drop the truth bomb that I’m not living for them. #TehPucukViral #familydrama
wait, have you seen the news about that scandal with the viral video? my relatives are gonna feast on that drama like it's Thanksgiving. their favorite hobby is pointing fingers, and I can already hear the comparisons to whatever I've "failed" at. it’s like, good luck explaining my mental health struggles when they think I just need to "try harder." can't wait for the next family gathering where I’ll have to dodge questions like I'm in some sort of interrogation. one day I’ll just walk in and drop the truth bomb that I’m not living for them. #TehPucukViral #familydrama
i sometimes wonder if everyone's lives are just expertly staged like some sort of perfect play. how come my friends are landing their dream jobs and posting about their fancy vacations while i barely manage to remember to water my plants? they celebrate new beginnings and accomplishments while i’m here reminiscing about choices that led me to this never-ending feeling of inadequacy. is the secret ...