just spent an hour staring at my bookshelf trying to remember why i used to love these books so much. everything feels like a reminder of who i was before i started overthinking everything, like there’s a whole world of stories i just… left behind.
so i just got back from that weird painting class thinking it would be a total disaster, like, serious cringe. but i actually ended up creating something that looks kind of awesome and everyone said it was their favorite, i CANNOT believe i’m smiling about it.
sometimes when I walk through the grocery store I feel like everyone can see my fear and I wish I could just grab what I need without feeling like the walls are closing in, but it seems so simple for everyone else and it makes me hate myself a little more each time I go.
sometimes when I walk through the grocery store I feel like everyone can see my fear and I wish I could just grab what I need without feeling like the walls are closing in, but it seems so simple for everyone else and it makes me hate myself a little more each time I go.
ran into my old lab partner today and smiled like we were friends but honestly all i could think about was that one time he dropped my presentation right before i went on stage and i just pretended it was fine but it literally ruined everything and i never told him how mad i was.