so i reported my boss for harassment, thinking i was being brave and doing the right thing, but then got fired for “performance issues” like what even is performance anymore, especially when literally nobody cares about human talent in an age of robots taking over everything and i now have a hobby of looking for a new job where maybe i can use my talent instead of my trauma.
just spent an hour staring at my bookshelf trying to remember why i used to love these books so much. everything feels like a reminder of who i was before i started overthinking everything, like there’s a whole world of stories i just… left behind.
so i just got back from that weird painting class thinking it would be a total disaster, like, serious cringe. but i actually ended up creating something that looks kind of awesome and everyone said it was their favorite, i CANNOT believe i’m smiling about it.
so i just got back from that weird painting class thinking it would be a total disaster, like, serious cringe. but i actually ended up creating something that looks kind of awesome and everyone said it was their favorite, i CANNOT believe i’m smiling about it.
sometimes when I walk through the grocery store I feel like everyone can see my fear and I wish I could just grab what I need without feeling like the walls are closing in, but it seems so simple for everyone else and it makes me hate myself a little more each time I go.