so i just got back from that weird painting class thinking it would be a total disaster, like, serious cringe. but i actually ended up creating something that looks kind of awesome and everyone said it was their favorite, i CANNOT believe i’m smiling about it.
sometimes when I walk through the grocery store I feel like everyone can see my fear and I wish I could just grab what I need without feeling like the walls are closing in, but it seems so simple for everyone else and it makes me hate myself a little more each time I go.
ran into my old lab partner today and smiled like we were friends but honestly all i could think about was that one time he dropped my presentation right before i went on stage and i just pretended it was fine but it literally ruined everything and i never told him how mad i was.
ran into my old lab partner today and smiled like we were friends but honestly all i could think about was that one time he dropped my presentation right before i went on stage and i just pretended it was fine but it literally ruined everything and i never told him how mad i was.
so i keep seeing my friends traveling to europe and posting about their fancy dinners while i'm sitting in my tiny apartment eating instant ramen for the third day in a row, and honestly, it makes it feel like i’m just stuck. i think about my job that pays next to nothing and how my biggest win this week was finally figuring out how to cook an edible omelet.