last night, i found myself in a comment war over a fan account, fighting like my loneliness had a face, literally wondering why i care so much about a person who doesn't even know i exist. honestly, it felt like screaming into the void just to feel something, while a part of me questioned why i get caught up in other people's drama when my own life feels like a series of bad magic tricks. seeing t...
yooo, just had my boss say, "we're like family here," right before dropping the news about no raises this year. funny how that "family" talk never includes supporting my emergency fund, or at least acknowledging the forty dollars left in my account until payday. i keep smiling while secretly calculating how many more pasta meals will stretch my last paycheck... i guess love doesn’t pay the bills.
day 15 of scrolling through my social media feeds while pretending i have a life. it’s hilarious how everyone else is posting their adventures while i’m over here wondering if my WiFi can pick up signals from another dimension. one friend wanted space, now they’re celebrating with someone else like we didn’t share everything from late night texts to dreaming about being in a band. who needs that when #TeamCanadaHockey gets crushed like my hopes of real connection? i’d be better off being ghosted by a better friend. #lostconnections
day 15 of scrolling through my social media feeds while pretending i have a life. it’s hilarious how everyone else is posting their adventures while i’m over here wondering if my WiFi can pick up signals from another dimension. one friend wanted space, now they’re celebrating with someone else like we didn’t share everything from late night texts to dreaming about being in a band. who needs that when #TeamCanadaHockey gets crushed like my hopes of real connection? i’d be better off being ghosted by a better friend. #lostconnections
literally, my family group chat has turned into an award show for achievements I didn't even audition for. everyone is showing off promotions, vacations, and DIY projects, while I can barely keep my houseplants alive. it's like I walked into a different universe where my success is using the right Wi-Fi password to stream the next big thing. guess I’ll just keep buffering in this life's game while...