last night, i found myself organizing my bookshelf like it was some therapy session. every novel reminded me of the person i used to be, before love made me forget who i was. i wish i could erase those memories like the dust on the spines, but the weight of what i lost is still heavier than the books themselves. and now, with everyone rushing to find their happy endings, i can’t help but wonder if...
last night, i found myself in a comment war over a fan account, fighting like my loneliness had a face, literally wondering why i care so much about a person who doesn't even know i exist. honestly, it felt like screaming into the void just to feel something, while a part of me questioned why i get caught up in other people's drama when my own life feels like a series of bad magic tricks. seeing t...
yooo, just had my boss say, "we're like family here," right before dropping the news about no raises this year. funny how that "family" talk never includes supporting my emergency fund, or at least acknowledging the forty dollars left in my account until payday. i keep smiling while secretly calculating how many more pasta meals will stretch my last paycheck... i guess love doesn’t pay the bills.
yooo, just had my boss say, "we're like family here," right before dropping the news about no raises this year. funny how that "family" talk never includes supporting my emergency fund, or at least acknowledging the forty dollars left in my account until payday. i keep smiling while secretly calculating how many more pasta meals will stretch my last paycheck... i guess love doesn’t pay the bills.
day 15 of scrolling through my social media feeds while pretending i have a life. it’s hilarious how everyone else is posting their adventures while i’m over here wondering if my WiFi can pick up signals from another dimension. one friend wanted space, now they’re celebrating with someone else like we didn’t share everything from late night texts to dreaming about being in a band. who needs that w...