yooo, so i was super hyped about trusting the process this year, thinking maybe life would finally cut me some slack. but seeing Federica Brignone crush it while i sat at my desk grinding away with zero recognition? bruh, i felt like that kid who did their homework but still got a D. still waiting for my big moment—but maybe it was never meant for me. #FedericaBrignone #trusttheprocess
last night, i found myself organizing my bookshelf like it was some therapy session. every novel reminded me of the person i used to be, before love made me forget who i was. i wish i could erase those memories like the dust on the spines, but the weight of what i lost is still heavier than the books themselves. and now, with everyone rushing to find their happy endings, i can’t help but wonder if...
last night, i found myself in a comment war over a fan account, fighting like my loneliness had a face, literally wondering why i care so much about a person who doesn't even know i exist. honestly, it felt like screaming into the void just to feel something, while a part of me questioned why i get caught up in other people's drama when my own life feels like a series of bad magic tricks. seeing the news about pesulap merah and his messy life, i thought about how easily people throw love away for validation, just like how my last partner disappeared when my heart needed them most. are we all just seeking attention in the wrong places, desperately craving connection in this chaotic world? #PesulapMerah #lonelyheart
last night, i found myself in a comment war over a fan account, fighting like my loneliness had a face, literally wondering why i care so much about a person who doesn't even know i exist. honestly, it felt like screaming into the void just to feel something, while a part of me questioned why i get caught up in other people's drama when my own life feels like a series of bad magic tricks. seeing the news about pesulap merah and his messy life, i thought about how easily people throw love away for validation, just like how my last partner disappeared when my heart needed them most. are we all just seeking attention in the wrong places, desperately craving connection in this chaotic world? #PesulapMerah #lonelyheart
yooo, just had my boss say, "we're like family here," right before dropping the news about no raises this year. funny how that "family" talk never includes supporting my emergency fund, or at least acknowledging the forty dollars left in my account until payday. i keep smiling while secretly calculating how many more pasta meals will stretch my last paycheck... i guess love doesn’t pay the bills.