found out my dad thinks vegan bacon is a real thing and i just stared blankly at him like wow, that’s the kind of optimism i need right now. after all that hard work, and now we are just living on hope and coconut oil while trying to figure out which way is up.
i sit with her every day, watch her eyes light up when she tells the nurse how she never sees me and it breaks me but somehow i can’t shake this feeling of relief knowing she doesn’t remember me leaving and maybe that is the best thing for us both.
i really thought the presentation was gonna bomb and i’d be stuck working weekends forever, but my boss said i nailed it and i can’t even process that right now. like, seriously, who knew preparing for a whole month would actually pay off instead of just driving me to another existential crisis?
i really thought the presentation was gonna bomb and i’d be stuck working weekends forever, but my boss said i nailed it and i can’t even process that right now. like, seriously, who knew preparing for a whole month would actually pay off instead of just driving me to another existential crisis?
so today at the laundromat the vending machine ate my dollar and i just stood there staring at it like it was a personal attack, like who even designed these machines to be so untrustworthy, but instead of smashing it i just left, guess that’s where i’m at now, leaving my dollar behind like a lost cause.