i sit with her every day, watch her eyes light up when she tells the nurse how she never sees me and it breaks me but somehow i can’t shake this feeling of relief knowing she doesn’t remember me leaving and maybe that is the best thing for us both.
i really thought the presentation was gonna bomb and i’d be stuck working weekends forever, but my boss said i nailed it and i can’t even process that right now. like, seriously, who knew preparing for a whole month would actually pay off instead of just driving me to another existential crisis?
so today at the laundromat the vending machine ate my dollar and i just stood there staring at it like it was a personal attack, like who even designed these machines to be so untrustworthy, but instead of smashing it i just left, guess that’s where i’m at now, leaving my dollar behind like a lost cause.
so today at the laundromat the vending machine ate my dollar and i just stood there staring at it like it was a personal attack, like who even designed these machines to be so untrustworthy, but instead of smashing it i just left, guess that’s where i’m at now, leaving my dollar behind like a lost cause.
i honestly thought the meal prep would be a disaster and i would hate everything, but it turns out i made this amazing pasta and now i am just floating in pure joy and relief. the dread leading up to it was real but wow, i cannot believe how good this actually turned out.