no because I just realized I have this giant list of contacts that I've never called for anything important, like, literally not once have I dialed someone to share a really good pizza place or just like, cry over life, but when I look through the list, it feels like scrolling through a playlist of songs nobody ever hits play on, and I am left wondering how I went from sharing my deepest thoughts ...
I keep posting pictures of my lunches online, like I'm living this glamorous life. What no one sees is me scrounging in my couch cushions for loose change just to grab a sandwich. I don't have a 'job' in the traditional sense, just a parade of unpaid gigs and this side hustle nobody really talks about. So, here I am pretending my biggest dilemma is what color to dye my hair next, when in reality, ...
wait, saw that rahmanullah gurbaz news and felt like he’s the one who got away, na? like, matlab, he’s withdrawing, but here i am, ghosting my own life decisions for months. kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai. saw my ex’s engagement post last night and while everyone’s busy saying “congratulations,” i’m like, “should i just log off life too?” #RahmanullahGurbaz #SelfAwareness
wait, saw that rahmanullah gurbaz news and felt like he’s the one who got away, na? like, matlab, he’s withdrawing, but here i am, ghosting my own life decisions for months. kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai. saw my ex’s engagement post last night and while everyone’s busy saying “congratulations,” i’m like, “should i just log off life too?” #RahmanullahGurbaz #SelfAwareness
wait, so i just accidentally joined an online forum dedicated to discussing the emotional depth of fictional donuts and, like, halfway through my first post, i realized i was quoting a fictional pastry as if it had a profound life philosophy. now i’m in too deep and somehow involved in a donut fanfiction where the sprinkles symbolize unfulfilled dreams and i... uh, might have shed a tear or two ab...