yoo, so I told everyone I’ve read all the classic novels and now I’m stuck playing this part where I dramatically quote passages no one's ever heard of - it’s absurd. like, I’ve made up entire conversations around them, while I sit in the back of book clubs sweating because I never turned the pages. I’m out here pretending to be this intellectual person, but it’s so lonely when the lie feels so co...
i just saw a video of Savannah Guthrie begging for help in a case that feels miles away, and like, suddenly all the trivial stuff in my life seems irrelevant. my friends literally have no idea that my life is held together by the string of my last paycheck and a few too many “oh my god, this is just temporary” speeches i give to myself in the mirror. they see my smile and think “they're thriving” ...
no because I just realized I have this giant list of contacts that I've never called for anything important, like, literally not once have I dialed someone to share a really good pizza place or just like, cry over life, but when I look through the list, it feels like scrolling through a playlist of songs nobody ever hits play on, and I am left wondering how I went from sharing my deepest thoughts to scrolling through half-familiar names while drinking tea alone in my room, wrapped in a blanket that smells like lost connections and missed chances.
no because I just realized I have this giant list of contacts that I've never called for anything important, like, literally not once have I dialed someone to share a really good pizza place or just like, cry over life, but when I look through the list, it feels like scrolling through a playlist of songs nobody ever hits play on, and I am left wondering how I went from sharing my deepest thoughts to scrolling through half-familiar names while drinking tea alone in my room, wrapped in a blanket that smells like lost connections and missed chances.
I keep posting pictures of my lunches online, like I'm living this glamorous life. What no one sees is me scrounging in my couch cushions for loose change just to grab a sandwich. I don't have a 'job' in the traditional sense, just a parade of unpaid gigs and this side hustle nobody really talks about. So, here I am pretending my biggest dilemma is what color to dye my hair next, when in reality, ...