saw a stray cat at the park today and it looked like my old buddy from years ago—sat down and just watched it for a while, thought about how even the smallest things could bring back so many memories but also a heaviness, like that cat was a reminder of all the little joys that slip away when life gets complicated.
i just got my test results back and i cannot believe it, everything came back clear. the weeks of dread and anxiety were heavy but now it feels like a weight has been lifted, like wow this really worked out, it actually did.
i was just sitting on a bench, staring at my phone like maybe something would pop up but all i see are names i cant bring myself to call anymore, wondering if that friend i lost was even really a friend or just someone to pass time with. it hits different when you spend hours pretending you have somewhere to be while your mind circles back to all those missed messages and... yeah.
i was just sitting on a bench, staring at my phone like maybe something would pop up but all i see are names i cant bring myself to call anymore, wondering if that friend i lost was even really a friend or just someone to pass time with. it hits different when you spend hours pretending you have somewhere to be while your mind circles back to all those missed messages and... yeah.
i thought deleting social media would help me feel free, but now it just feels like everyone moved on without me and i never got to say goodbye. sometimes i wish i had just stayed miserable and kept up with all the chaos instead of feeling so disconnected.