sitting in my tiny apartment, watching old friends post about promotions and vacations while I struggle to find a reason to get out of bed, it's so hard seeing them thrive and I'm stuck with an empty bank account and a mind that feels like a foggy mess, makes me question if I’ll ever get it together, my coworkers celebrated their new projects while I’m over here trying to make sense of my own thou...
so i accidentally showed up at the wrong wedding thinking it was my friend’s big day and spent an hour in a full suit making awkward small talk with strangers before realizing they weren't even in the same state, and then i had to escape quietly without causing a scene, and i don't think i have ever felt more ridiculous in my life. at least the cake was good.
saw a stray cat at the park today and it looked like my old buddy from years ago—sat down and just watched it for a while, thought about how even the smallest things could bring back so many memories but also a heaviness, like that cat was a reminder of all the little joys that slip away when life gets complicated.
saw a stray cat at the park today and it looked like my old buddy from years ago—sat down and just watched it for a while, thought about how even the smallest things could bring back so many memories but also a heaviness, like that cat was a reminder of all the little joys that slip away when life gets complicated.
i just got my test results back and i cannot believe it, everything came back clear. the weeks of dread and anxiety were heavy but now it feels like a weight has been lifted, like wow this really worked out, it actually did.