i just got my test results back and i cannot believe it, everything came back clear. the weeks of dread and anxiety were heavy but now it feels like a weight has been lifted, like wow this really worked out, it actually did.
i was just sitting on a bench, staring at my phone like maybe something would pop up but all i see are names i cant bring myself to call anymore, wondering if that friend i lost was even really a friend or just someone to pass time with. it hits different when you spend hours pretending you have somewhere to be while your mind circles back to all those missed messages and... yeah.
i thought deleting social media would help me feel free, but now it just feels like everyone moved on without me and i never got to say goodbye. sometimes i wish i had just stayed miserable and kept up with all the chaos instead of feeling so disconnected.
i thought deleting social media would help me feel free, but now it just feels like everyone moved on without me and i never got to say goodbye. sometimes i wish i had just stayed miserable and kept up with all the chaos instead of feeling so disconnected.
i still can’t believe my great aunt came through with that old quilt i thought i’d lost forever, like, just when i was stressing over how cold it’s been, now i feel so warm and cozy and just really grateful that something i thought was gone is back and saved me from so many chilly nights, it is so surreal how things work out like that sometimes, wow