sat in my small apartment tonight, stacks of bills on the table, and my sister texted about her new job while i was thinking about how to stretch my paycheck to the end of the month. can’t remember the last time i did something for myself, just always so busy making sure everyone else is okay, even my friends seem to be moving forward, and i am just... here.
so i was in the middle of trying to fix the leaky faucet that’s been driving me insane for weeks, totally not a plumber or anything, and somehow slipped and sent a text to my neighbor asking if they had any wd-40 instead of the maintenance guy, like great now they think i am some kind of tool failure who needs household supplies from a neighbor while all this time i just want to stop the water bil...
funerals are wild, my estranged parent shows up acting like nothing happened, hugging everyone like a reality show reunion while I stand there wondering if I should hand them an award for worst performance of the year or just roll my eyes so hard they almost get lost in my head.
funerals are wild, my estranged parent shows up acting like nothing happened, hugging everyone like a reality show reunion while I stand there wondering if I should hand them an award for worst performance of the year or just roll my eyes so hard they almost get lost in my head.
was at the grocery store just now and literally forgot what i needed like i was just standing there staring at the shelves like a zombie. also why does it feel like the prices go up every time i walk in, like am i the only one who sees this?