so i was walking around today like a confused zombie, just staring into space, then my head starts pounding and i'm like "why do i feel like the world is ending?" only to realize it’s 9pm and i forgot to eat which is crazy because i swear my lunch was here somewhere… maybe it fell into the couch dimension along with that sock, so now i am considering if my next meal should be 5 pounds of cheese or...
so i was at this work event and ended up mistaking my boss for the bartender and asked for a gin and tonic. like who even does that, right? and then i tried to play it off like it was a joke but then tripped over a chair and spilled my drink on the intern who just looked at me like i was a total disaster.
checked my bank account after days of ignoring it and realized i can't even afford to get my hair cut, like literally, my hair looks terrible and all i want is to feel a little normal but instead i just keep pushing everything away and not dealing with any of it, i just wish i could breathe without this weight hanging over me.
checked my bank account after days of ignoring it and realized i can't even afford to get my hair cut, like literally, my hair looks terrible and all i want is to feel a little normal but instead i just keep pushing everything away and not dealing with any of it, i just wish i could breathe without this weight hanging over me.
yaar, matlab samjho na, saved for years to build something, and now with the compensation I can barely cover the bills, kuch bhi nahi bacha, pura khwab chala gaya, it's like everything I worked for just—gone.