it's 3am and i'm staring at my notes app—twenty-eight drafts, each one more embarrassing than the last. last week, i thought the lottery results might save me, give me the life i dream about, free me from this chaotic situationship with someone who treats me like a backup plan. instead, i still find myself re-reading the messages from the guy who ghosted after three weeks, convincing myself it was...
it's not that i’m envious, it’s just— scrolling through everyone’s posts about buying houses while i can’t even afford new tires for my car is a special kind of torture. saw a friend just got a brand new job and i'm still in the same role, with the same daily grind. and meanwhile, i’m sitting here naming imaginary pets that i’ll never own with someone i barely know— like, maybe i should just chang...
it’s funny how setting a boundary makes you the villain — like did anyone ask how I feel when I’m drowning in the chaos of family drama? my cousin just got a promotion and everybody's celebrating — but here I am, stuck in a toxic cycle and suddenly, I'm the bad guy for wanting peace. am I the only one who finds it wild that they can’t handle my "no"? oh, right — because it’s way easier to label me than to look in the mirror. meanwhile, I’m watching the news about the flooding in البرتغال and thinking — this family could wash away and I’d probably just wave goodbye. #
it’s funny how setting a boundary makes you the villain — like did anyone ask how I feel when I’m drowning in the chaos of family drama? my cousin just got a promotion and everybody's celebrating — but here I am, stuck in a toxic cycle and suddenly, I'm the bad guy for wanting peace. am I the only one who finds it wild that they can’t handle my "no"? oh, right — because it’s way easier to label me than to look in the mirror. meanwhile, I’m watching the news about the flooding in البرتغال and thinking — this family could wash away and I’d probably just wave goodbye. #
honestly, I just sat here reading about the truck accidents. it's surreal, you know? while people are losing their lives, I'm struggling to even pay for dinner with my friends. no one gets it. yaar, sabko lagta hai ki mein thoda dramatize kar raha hoon. it's not just money. it's this overwhelming loneliness that hits hard when I think about how life is just happening, and I’m stuck waiting for it ...