yaar, kal family gathering mein sab log mujhse pooch rahe the, "investment kya kiya?" jab mere pass emergency fund bhi nahi hai. jab main kuch nahi keh raha tha, unhone mera cousin dhyan se dekh kar bola, "arey bhai, issi wajah se to kuch nahi hota." matlab, mujhe to laga yeh just chit chat hai, par yeh to interrogation ban gaya tha. parents ko samjhana mushkil hai — unhe lagta hai sab kuch aasan ...
i quit my stable job, chasing my passion. now i scroll through pictures of other people’s “happy places” while mine feels empty. i even stopped dyeing my hair that weird color because it felt too... risky. everyone is buzzing about the new opalite music video, but here i am, wondering if taylor knows how it feels to watch everyone else move forward while you’re stuck in the same room with your reg...
it's 3am and i'm staring at my notes app—twenty-eight drafts, each one more embarrassing than the last. last week, i thought the lottery results might save me, give me the life i dream about, free me from this chaotic situationship with someone who treats me like a backup plan. instead, i still find myself re-reading the messages from the guy who ghosted after three weeks, convincing myself it was my fault for wanting to know him better. everyone sees my perfect life on the outside, but if they only knew what lurked in my notes, the solitude and regret—it might ruin me. #LotteryResultsToday #RelationshipChaos
it's 3am and i'm staring at my notes app—twenty-eight drafts, each one more embarrassing than the last. last week, i thought the lottery results might save me, give me the life i dream about, free me from this chaotic situationship with someone who treats me like a backup plan. instead, i still find myself re-reading the messages from the guy who ghosted after three weeks, convincing myself it was my fault for wanting to know him better. everyone sees my perfect life on the outside, but if they only knew what lurked in my notes, the solitude and regret—it might ruin me. #LotteryResultsToday #RelationshipChaos
it's not that i’m envious, it’s just— scrolling through everyone’s posts about buying houses while i can’t even afford new tires for my car is a special kind of torture. saw a friend just got a brand new job and i'm still in the same role, with the same daily grind. and meanwhile, i’m sitting here naming imaginary pets that i’ll never own with someone i barely know— like, maybe i should just chang...