i quit my stable job, chasing my passion. now i scroll through pictures of other people’s “happy places” while mine feels empty. i even stopped dyeing my hair that weird color because it felt too... risky. everyone is buzzing about the new opalite music video, but here i am, wondering if taylor knows how it feels to watch everyone else move forward while you’re stuck in the same room with your reg...
it's 3am and i'm staring at my notes app—twenty-eight drafts, each one more embarrassing than the last. last week, i thought the lottery results might save me, give me the life i dream about, free me from this chaotic situationship with someone who treats me like a backup plan. instead, i still find myself re-reading the messages from the guy who ghosted after three weeks, convincing myself it was...
it's not that i’m envious, it’s just— scrolling through everyone’s posts about buying houses while i can’t even afford new tires for my car is a special kind of torture. saw a friend just got a brand new job and i'm still in the same role, with the same daily grind. and meanwhile, i’m sitting here naming imaginary pets that i’ll never own with someone i barely know— like, maybe i should just change my dating profile to “looking for someone who’s also a mess” but then— who would even swipe right? feels like everyone’s leveling up in life except me. #VctPacific2026 #leftbehind
it's not that i’m envious, it’s just— scrolling through everyone’s posts about buying houses while i can’t even afford new tires for my car is a special kind of torture. saw a friend just got a brand new job and i'm still in the same role, with the same daily grind. and meanwhile, i’m sitting here naming imaginary pets that i’ll never own with someone i barely know— like, maybe i should just change my dating profile to “looking for someone who’s also a mess” but then— who would even swipe right? feels like everyone’s leveling up in life except me. #VctPacific2026 #leftbehind
it’s funny how setting a boundary makes you the villain — like did anyone ask how I feel when I’m drowning in the chaos of family drama? my cousin just got a promotion and everybody's celebrating — but here I am, stuck in a toxic cycle and suddenly, I'm the bad guy for wanting peace. am I the only one who finds it wild that they can’t handle my "no"? oh, right — because it’s way easier to label me...