yooo, after two years in this city, i still eat every meal alone. even got comfortable enough to talk to myself while staring at the wall. last week, i ordered takeout from that new Thai place, and the delivery guy probably thinks i am hosting a dinner party for one. sometimes, i think about how i’m basically a human pet that talks back, but nobody seems to want to adopt me. it's ironic, really. I...
it's not that I'm lonely... it’s just that I've spent two years in this city talking to my sandwich every lunchtime like it's some sort of therapist. honestly, I did not anticipate my work from home job would lead me to existential discussions with condiments. I have debates over mustard versus mayo as if I’m uncovering the secrets of the universe. at this point, I feel like a contestant on some a...
wait, I just found out my estranged aunt got approved for that kidney donation program she applied to like, months ago. the whole family thought it would be impossible, especially after all those doctors said she was "too high risk." now, she gets to turn her life around, literally and figuratively, and my parents finally get a break from financial worry because they were seriously considering tapping into their retirement to pay for her medical bills. I can’t believe it all worked out, it’s like a weight lifted, and I just spent half the day staring at my phone in disbelief.
wait, I just found out my estranged aunt got approved for that kidney donation program she applied to like, months ago. the whole family thought it would be impossible, especially after all those doctors said she was "too high risk." now, she gets to turn her life around, literally and figuratively, and my parents finally get a break from financial worry because they were seriously considering tapping into their retirement to pay for her medical bills. I can’t believe it all worked out, it’s like a weight lifted, and I just spent half the day staring at my phone in disbelief.
मतलब, मैंने अपनी शादी की बात चलाने में ऐसा महसूस किया जैसे मैं एक मवेशी नीलामी में खड़ी हूँ। मेरे पैरेंट्स किसी और को यह बता रहे थे कि मैं कितनी “कीमती” हूँ, गोल्ड और एpliances की दरें बोल रहे थे, और मैं बस खड़ी यह सोच रही थी कि क्या इस बिडिंग में कोई सिरदर्द कम करने वाली दवाई मिलेगी।