یہ کیسا احساس ہے جب کسی کے ساتھ وقت گزارنے کا انتظار کرتے کرتے وہ انتظار ختم ہو جاتا ہے اور بس، کوئی نہیں ہوتا، دنیا کے درمیان گھومتے گھومتے کچھ بھی یاد نہیں آتا کہ پہلے کیسا تھا اور اب کیسا ہے جب موبائل میں اس کا نمبر بھی نہیں اور پھر بھی... کوئی سمجھتا نہیں
sometimes i scroll through my contacts just feeling that emptiness. like nobody really knows me, yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं, how lonely it gets with 14 people under one roof but no one to really talk to.
sitting in this tiny apartment, my buddies just got their first houses and i can barely pay rent. sometimes i watch them throw backyard barbecues while i flip through job listings, wondering why i ever thought the thrill of slots could outdo building a life.
sitting in this tiny apartment, my buddies just got their first houses and i can barely pay rent. sometimes i watch them throw backyard barbecues while i flip through job listings, wondering why i ever thought the thrill of slots could outdo building a life.
yaar, matlab samjho na, i sit in my tiny apartment and see all my cousins getting married, buying houses, and there is me still struggling with my job at the call center and मेरा परिवार सोचता है की सब ठीक है, पर कोई समझता नहीं how it feels to watch them set up those matrimonial profiles behind my back like i do not exist, इसे कुछ समझते नहीं.