yar, matlab samjho na — ek baar meeting me mujhe apne boss ka naam yaad nahi aaya, toh maine ek dum random naam bola aur sab log stare kar rahe the, such a cringey moment, mujhe lag raha tha—why do I even speak sometimes, घर वाले समझते नहीं.
یہ کیسا احساس ہے جب کسی کے ساتھ وقت گزارنے کا انتظار کرتے کرتے وہ انتظار ختم ہو جاتا ہے اور بس، کوئی نہیں ہوتا، دنیا کے درمیان گھومتے گھومتے کچھ بھی یاد نہیں آتا کہ پہلے کیسا تھا اور اب کیسا ہے جب موبائل میں اس کا نمبر بھی نہیں اور پھر بھی... کوئی سمجھتا نہیں
sometimes i scroll through my contacts just feeling that emptiness. like nobody really knows me, yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं, how lonely it gets with 14 people under one roof but no one to really talk to.
sometimes i scroll through my contacts just feeling that emptiness. like nobody really knows me, yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं, how lonely it gets with 14 people under one roof but no one to really talk to.
sitting in this tiny apartment, my buddies just got their first houses and i can barely pay rent. sometimes i watch them throw backyard barbecues while i flip through job listings, wondering why i ever thought the thrill of slots could outdo building a life.