life is hard yaar, jab dekhoon sab log travel kar rahe hain, aur main bas अपने छोटे से अपार्टमेंट में फंसा हूँ, थोड़ा सा पढ़ता हूँ और सोचता हूँ कि मैं क्या कर रहा हूँ, motivation नहीं है, बस वही boring routine, कभी कभी तो लगता है कभी कुछ नहीं कर पाऊंगा.
यह सोचकर घबरा रहा था कि कुछ भी अच्छा नहीं होगा और सब बुरा हो जाएगा, पर फिर से सबकुछ सही हो गया। अब जब मुझे उनकी आँखों में वह दया नहीं दिखती, तो लगता है कि कहीं ना कहीं हम जीत गए हैं, जैसे कोई समझता नहीं, पर सब ठीक है, यार, समझते नहीं...
so last week i ordered tacos and they handed me the bag with a big grin like it was some treasure but when i opened it it was just like a pile of cold lettuce and a single tortilla. and the worst part is i stood there staring like maybe if i blinked it would change or something and people were looking at me like what is this dude doing
so last week i ordered tacos and they handed me the bag with a big grin like it was some treasure but when i opened it it was just like a pile of cold lettuce and a single tortilla. and the worst part is i stood there staring like maybe if i blinked it would change or something and people were looking at me like what is this dude doing
just checked my account and saw that the last payment for my subscription to that meal kit service went through and now i have to choose between paying for groceries or skipping my rent, and all i wanted was to learn to cook something more than ramen but now i just feel so stupid because i thought it was a good idea but instead it's just one more thing that's too much to handle right now and ugh.