just found a tiny forgotten seed packet from last spring while cleaning, planted it in the garden and somehow they sprouted—i thought i had messed up the whole season but now it’s blooming with these vibrant flowers that i didn’t think would even grow here, like how is this real, such a small thing but it’s lifting my mood, everything feels lighter right now.
i sometimes wish i had just skipped the holiday family gatherings instead of feeling so fake smiling through it all when inside i'm just so tired of pretending everything is fine when it feels like nothing is…
5 attempts and all i have is silence, scrolling through contacts but all i feel is the void of people who have faded away, yaan, matlab samjho na, कोई समझتا نہیں, just me and this rejection letter.
5 attempts and all i have is silence, scrolling through contacts but all i feel is the void of people who have faded away, yaan, matlab samjho na, कोई समझتا نہیں, just me and this rejection letter.
so i set an alarm for 6am and i honestly turned it off without even realizing, like my brain just went into auto pilot and now i am awake at noon feeling like i just failed at life, literally where do i go from here