my phone was acting up and deleted all my photos, including the ones from that concert i had been looking forward to for months. now my camera roll is just screenshots of recipes i never tried and random memes that don’t even make me laugh anymore.
ہر بار جب میں اپنے والدین کے ساتھ بیٹھی، وہ میرا مستقبل لگا رہی ہوتے ہیں، جیسے میں کوئی جانور ہوں، خاموش، سب کچھ برداشت کر رہی ہوں۔ اپنی قیمت، یہ ساری باتیں، ایک خاموش آکشن کی طرح لگتا ہے، بس مجھے یہ نہیں پتہ کہ کیا کرنا ہے۔
just found a tiny forgotten seed packet from last spring while cleaning, planted it in the garden and somehow they sprouted—i thought i had messed up the whole season but now it’s blooming with these vibrant flowers that i didn’t think would even grow here, like how is this real, such a small thing but it’s lifting my mood, everything feels lighter right now.
just found a tiny forgotten seed packet from last spring while cleaning, planted it in the garden and somehow they sprouted—i thought i had messed up the whole season but now it’s blooming with these vibrant flowers that i didn’t think would even grow here, like how is this real, such a small thing but it’s lifting my mood, everything feels lighter right now.
i sometimes wish i had just skipped the holiday family gatherings instead of feeling so fake smiling through it all when inside i'm just so tired of pretending everything is fine when it feels like nothing is…