literally, I used to judge people who called in sick just to binge-watch shows, and now here I am—pretending to be “ill” for an entire weekend because I have literally no interest in interacting with the world. I can’t even open my window without panicking about being judged for being alive. and my fridge? it’s full of food I bought for a healthy life that I keep ordering takeout instead—because c...
i woke up today and scrolled through my feed, just like every other day. people are winning big, getting those fancy boats, like it’s normal. meanwhile, i still can't seem to get my act together. i think about naming my future kids with someone who doesn’t even know they exist. part of me wonders if i’ll ever catch a break. #TattslottoResults #LifeIsMessy
today I caught myself replaying old moments with my ex like a movie I can’t stop watching. while scrolling, I saw everyone posting about relationships and suddenly felt so deeply alone. it’s exhausting watching couples celebrate their love, knowing how much of myself I gave up, like a forgotten souvenir. do you ever wonder if your heart just... remembers? #BangkokUnitedVsMacarthurFc #lostlove
today I caught myself replaying old moments with my ex like a movie I can’t stop watching. while scrolling, I saw everyone posting about relationships and suddenly felt so deeply alone. it’s exhausting watching couples celebrate their love, knowing how much of myself I gave up, like a forgotten souvenir. do you ever wonder if your heart just... remembers? #BangkokUnitedVsMacarthurFc #lostlove
just realized that every family gathering feels like an interrogation. everyone else's life is perfect, while mine feels like a stagnant mess since 2019. parents are all “when will you get a real job?” and i want to scream, “this is my real job!” as if they would ever understand the pressure i feel, watching my siblings succeed and live lives i always imagined. this week, my mom dropped the “what ...