wait, did anyone else notice how easy it is to feel like a ghost in a crowded room? i was thinking about that guy who thought it was a good idea to beat the system and ended up in all this trouble. not that i would judge. sometimes, isolation hits harder than a punch. i keep wondering what happened to those friends i used to text after midnight. now it’s just me and a phone full of empty contacts....
you know, family keeps telling the neighbors about how i’m doing so great, like, “look at my child, so successful!” matlab, if they only knew i still feel empty inside every day, staring at a screen instead of chasing dreams. nobody sees the loneliness hiding behind those smiles, hai na? yaar, some days i just want to scream that all this 'success' is just a mask. #Bdnews24Bangla #RelatablePain
literally, I used to judge people who called in sick just to binge-watch shows, and now here I am—pretending to be “ill” for an entire weekend because I have literally no interest in interacting with the world. I can’t even open my window without panicking about being judged for being alive. and my fridge? it’s full of food I bought for a healthy life that I keep ordering takeout instead—because cooking feels like a cruel joke now. it's so bad that I should probably add "staying inside" to my resume as a skill.
literally, I used to judge people who called in sick just to binge-watch shows, and now here I am—pretending to be “ill” for an entire weekend because I have literally no interest in interacting with the world. I can’t even open my window without panicking about being judged for being alive. and my fridge? it’s full of food I bought for a healthy life that I keep ordering takeout instead—because cooking feels like a cruel joke now. it's so bad that I should probably add "staying inside" to my resume as a skill.
i woke up today and scrolled through my feed, just like every other day. people are winning big, getting those fancy boats, like it’s normal. meanwhile, i still can't seem to get my act together. i think about naming my future kids with someone who doesn’t even know they exist. part of me wonders if i’ll ever catch a break. #TattslottoResults #LifeIsMessy