i woke up today and scrolled through my feed, just like every other day. people are winning big, getting those fancy boats, like it’s normal. meanwhile, i still can't seem to get my act together. i think about naming my future kids with someone who doesn’t even know they exist. part of me wonders if i’ll ever catch a break. #TattslottoResults #LifeIsMessy
today I caught myself replaying old moments with my ex like a movie I can’t stop watching. while scrolling, I saw everyone posting about relationships and suddenly felt so deeply alone. it’s exhausting watching couples celebrate their love, knowing how much of myself I gave up, like a forgotten souvenir. do you ever wonder if your heart just... remembers? #BangkokUnitedVsMacarthurFc #lostlove
just realized that every family gathering feels like an interrogation. everyone else's life is perfect, while mine feels like a stagnant mess since 2019. parents are all “when will you get a real job?” and i want to scream, “this is my real job!” as if they would ever understand the pressure i feel, watching my siblings succeed and live lives i always imagined. this week, my mom dropped the “what would our family think?” line again, and i think i might actually just disappear instead. #JaahnaviKandula #familyexpectations
just realized that every family gathering feels like an interrogation. everyone else's life is perfect, while mine feels like a stagnant mess since 2019. parents are all “when will you get a real job?” and i want to scream, “this is my real job!” as if they would ever understand the pressure i feel, watching my siblings succeed and live lives i always imagined. this week, my mom dropped the “what would our family think?” line again, and i think i might actually just disappear instead. #JaahnaviKandula #familyexpectations
it’s not that i don’t like cooking, it’s just that every time i turn on the stove, i feel like i'm funding my own financial ruin. kya hai yaar, main toh pizza order karna choose karti hoon bas, par friends ki shadi dekhkar realize hota hai, mujhe toh sirf noodles banane aaye hain. main khud se kehti hoon, "sab kuch theek hai, don’t need fancy recipes" jab actually main chah rahi hoon ki mein kisi...