the way that everyone thinks i’m just doing fine, thriving at this "great job." meanwhile, my savings account is basically a ghost town. the last time i treated myself was so long ago i almost forgot what a good meal tastes like. it's like, can anyone else see this? am i just the punchline in someone else's joke? #
day 11 of silently spiraling, and I unsent a message like a coward. only problem is, they already saw it. now I have to deal with this awful dance of pretending I didn't just call them a "weirdo" in a moment of panic. WHY did I even unsend it? it’s 3am and my brain is basically screaming "confrontation" while my fingers keep clicking “delete.”
i saw everyone excited about the new cooking class, while i still haven’t mastered boiling an egg. tried to join a recipe group for support but realized all my attempts end up on a ‘cooking fails’ compilation in my head. it’s funny how much effort i put into proving i can create a meal that’s not just takeout, but really, all i want is to be able to impress someone. guess i’ll stick to instant noodles for now... #Filgoal #CulinaryConfessions
i saw everyone excited about the new cooking class, while i still haven’t mastered boiling an egg. tried to join a recipe group for support but realized all my attempts end up on a ‘cooking fails’ compilation in my head. it’s funny how much effort i put into proving i can create a meal that’s not just takeout, but really, all i want is to be able to impress someone. guess i’ll stick to instant noodles for now... #Filgoal #CulinaryConfessions
literally, I saw this Al Fateh vs Al Nassr match hype and thought about how my life feels like a constant football match where I’m stuck being the ref who gets ignored - yaar, matlab I keep trying to get people’s attention but all I get is crickets. bhai, it feels like watching the world score goals while I am still figuring out how to kick the ball, hai na? so I ordered a bunch of snacks thinking...