just overheard my neighbors talking about their big plans for a summer wedding and how they are getting this fancy venue for free from a family friend. meanwhile, i’m sitting in my tiny studio with a stack of takeout boxes and literally have no idea how i even pay my bills next month.
turning 40 alone in my tiny studio with takeout on the floor feels like a weird reality check. plans fell through, everyone cancelled, and honestly, the energy to feel disappointed just fizzled out.
arsenal acting like babies over a pitch inspection, what a joke! maybe if they spent less time whining and more time training they wouldn't be so powerless against atletico!
arsenal acting like babies over a pitch inspection, what a joke! maybe if they spent less time whining and more time training they wouldn't be so powerless against atletico!
was feeling good about being clean for a while and then one night slipped up. now the silence is crushing, like looking through contacts but realizing nobody gets it, or maybe nobody really knows me anymore.