i literally just realized i forgot to eat all day because my head started hurting, and now i am sitting here with a microwave meal like it’s some gourmet feast. how did i go from coffee to this at 9pm, like who do i even think i am?
sat down to put my laundry away and found a crumpled receipt for a coffee from a month ago, which literally sent me into a spiral thinking about how much money I waste on tiny things like that while staring at my empty fridge, and just feels so messed up that i have to pick between food or literally anything else, like why am i paying for this garbage but can’t even afford a meal sometimes
yaar, matlab samjho na, 3 weeks of hospital food has turned me into a connoisseur of bland rice, and somehow the vending machine broke right when i found a coin, like the universe's way of saying no snack for you while i'm here holding down the fort alone and ghar wale समझते नहीं.
yaar, matlab samjho na, 3 weeks of hospital food has turned me into a connoisseur of bland rice, and somehow the vending machine broke right when i found a coin, like the universe's way of saying no snack for you while i'm here holding down the fort alone and ghar wale समझते नहीं.
ran into a person i swore i would never face again, smiled and acted like everything was fine while my heart raced with regret for never saying what i needed to say - now i am stuck replaying the whole thing and feeling like a coward for being so fake.