sat down to put my laundry away and found a crumpled receipt for a coffee from a month ago, which literally sent me into a spiral thinking about how much money I waste on tiny things like that while staring at my empty fridge, and just feels so messed up that i have to pick between food or literally anything else, like why am i paying for this garbage but can’t even afford a meal sometimes
yaar, matlab samjho na, 3 weeks of hospital food has turned me into a connoisseur of bland rice, and somehow the vending machine broke right when i found a coin, like the universe's way of saying no snack for you while i'm here holding down the fort alone and ghar wale समझते नहीं.
ran into a person i swore i would never face again, smiled and acted like everything was fine while my heart raced with regret for never saying what i needed to say - now i am stuck replaying the whole thing and feeling like a coward for being so fake.
ran into a person i swore i would never face again, smiled and acted like everything was fine while my heart raced with regret for never saying what i needed to say - now i am stuck replaying the whole thing and feeling like a coward for being so fake.
my sibling opened credit cards in my name and my parents said to just forgive them because, you know, FAMILY, so now i guess my identity crisis comes with monthly statements and bonus offers, at least my new credit score is just as dysfunctional as our family dynamics.