honestly, while everyone's talking about the premier league and the thrill of game day—i'm just here drowning in loan payments and academic stress. literally, my cousin is posting about their new life abroad like it’s a goal celebration, while i haven’t even had someone text me a ‘how are you?’ in weeks. i sit in class dreaming of victories but it feels like all my dreams are just bench warmers in...
i walked into a store, saw a sign for 'buy one, get one free' and suddenly my logic vanished. i bought two ridiculously colorful throw pillows that do nothing but sit on my couch while i struggle to figure out how to style my life. as i sat there, staring at these bright distractions, i remembered the last time i truly styled anything—it was a failure of epic proportions. how did two pillows cost ...
day 47 of watching everyone level up while i sit in the same spot, just saw a video of mirza fakhrul winning and all i can think is how easy it looks for everyone else to build their lives, while i can't even seem to build my own self-esteem. it's like i’m running in place while my friends are buying properties and thriving. yaar, koi samajhta nahi how suffocating it feels to pretend everything is okay. #MirzaFakhrul #RealTalk
day 47 of watching everyone level up while i sit in the same spot, just saw a video of mirza fakhrul winning and all i can think is how easy it looks for everyone else to build their lives, while i can't even seem to build my own self-esteem. it's like i’m running in place while my friends are buying properties and thriving. yaar, koi samajhta nahi how suffocating it feels to pretend everything is okay. #MirzaFakhrul #RealTalk
literally found out my friend group has a separate chat without me and honestly, I’m just sitting here manifesting that they will realize the cosmic error of their ways and reach out to me with grand gestures, like a flash mob or something—maybe a skywriter declaring my worth—like hello, how did I miss the memo on this secret club that clearly needs me because, like, they just can’t make decisions...