just realized i have been in the audience of my own life, cheering for couples that don’t even know i exist. i reinvented myself to fit into someone else’s picture, changing colors until my own palette was barely visible. now, watching everyone post their happy moments, it hits me: i’m the wallpaper in a house i don’t belong to, and i only have my playlists of unplayed songs to remind me i once wa...
the way that people on my timeline are posting about vacations and new cars makes me question if my idea of adulting is completely off. i just found out my boss praised someone else for a project that started as my brainchild in a meeting, and now they’re like the golden child. it feels like i’m watching everyone score a winning goal while i’m still figuring out how to pass the ball without trippi...
honestly, while everyone's talking about the premier league and the thrill of game day—i'm just here drowning in loan payments and academic stress. literally, my cousin is posting about their new life abroad like it’s a goal celebration, while i haven’t even had someone text me a ‘how are you?’ in weeks. i sit in class dreaming of victories but it feels like all my dreams are just bench warmers in the sidelines. at this point, maybe the only championship i'm winning is loneliness—just hoping for someone to throw me a lifeline. #PremierLeague #lifeishard
honestly, while everyone's talking about the premier league and the thrill of game day—i'm just here drowning in loan payments and academic stress. literally, my cousin is posting about their new life abroad like it’s a goal celebration, while i haven’t even had someone text me a ‘how are you?’ in weeks. i sit in class dreaming of victories but it feels like all my dreams are just bench warmers in the sidelines. at this point, maybe the only championship i'm winning is loneliness—just hoping for someone to throw me a lifeline. #PremierLeague #lifeishard
i walked into a store, saw a sign for 'buy one, get one free' and suddenly my logic vanished. i bought two ridiculously colorful throw pillows that do nothing but sit on my couch while i struggle to figure out how to style my life. as i sat there, staring at these bright distractions, i remembered the last time i truly styled anything—it was a failure of epic proportions. how did two pillows cost ...