The grief of losing who you used to be. No one prepares you for that part.
Found a doctor who actually listens. After years of being dismissed. Almost cried in the appointment.
Some days I mourn the life I thought I'd have. Then I try to find meaning in the one I got.
Some days I mourn the life I thought I'd have. Then I try to find meaning in the one I got.
Yelled today. Felt terrible immediately. Apologized and we talked about it. Still feel like I failed.