Thoughts: The grief of losing who you used to be. No one prepares you for that part.

Tired of explaining that 'but you don't look sick' isn't a compliment. Invisible illness is still illness.

Good pain day today. Did actual things. Trying not to overdo it because I know I'll pay for it tomorrow.

Found a doctor who actually listens. After years of being dismissed. Almost cried in the appointment.