the way that my cousins casually bought new cars while i'm sitting here stressed about how to pay for groceries feels like a sitcom that forgot the laughs. like, yaar, matlab seriously, i saw the hcl share price drop and thought, "are these numbers meant to make me feel better or worse?" it's so embarrassing pretending like i'm fine when i'm hiding debts that feel like an anchor pulling me down, h...
the way that everyone seems to be moving on while i sit here eating instant noodles alone is unreal. like, even Mustafizur got signed to Lahore Qalandars and I can't even sign a new dating app agreement after getting ghosted again. ghar wale nahi samjhte ki dil to abhi bhi udaas hai, like how do i navigate this? watching everyone couple up makes me realize how much of my identity was tied to my pa...
honestly, i found myself scrolling through old photos late at night and accidentally liked a post from someone i haven’t talked to in months. as i laid there, staring at the screen, it hit me how we go from sharing secrets over coffee to awkwardly pretending we’re not strangers. i can’t remember the last time i felt like someone really knew me, and now, i’m just another name in their contacts list, existing but utterly alone. it’s like, how can there be so many people in my life, and yet nobody to call when everything feels too heavy? every connection feels like a ghost now, lingering but never really there. #SportingVsAvs #IsolationFeels
honestly, i found myself scrolling through old photos late at night and accidentally liked a post from someone i haven’t talked to in months. as i laid there, staring at the screen, it hit me how we go from sharing secrets over coffee to awkwardly pretending we’re not strangers. i can’t remember the last time i felt like someone really knew me, and now, i’m just another name in their contacts list, existing but utterly alone. it’s like, how can there be so many people in my life, and yet nobody to call when everything feels too heavy? every connection feels like a ghost now, lingering but never really there. #SportingVsAvs #IsolationFeels
yooo, just got hit with the news about Moody's. honestly, my heart dropped harder than my savings account did last week. spent the whole day imagining what I'd do if my hidden debt suddenly vanished. a part of me was all “YES, I could finally treat myself” but the other part just laughed because I haven't treated myself since 2019. my coworkers think I’m thriving, but I'm really just pulling off t...