yooo, just heard about rajpal yadav. as i scroll through social media, watching exes tying the knot, i wonder if there’s a universe where my past isn't constantly haunting me. it feels like i'm standing in line for a rollercoaster i never wanted to ride, while everyone else is in their happily-ever-afters. meanwhile, here i am, still trying to figure out who the hell i am in this crazy ride called...
it's not that i care about rajpal yadav or his jail time, yaar. matlab, it's just that every time i see his face on the news, i remember how my crush dumped me over WhatsApp while i was rewatching his old movies. now, everyone is getting hitched or settling down, while i still can't stop thinking about a guy who won't even recognize my name. it feels like life's playing some sad joke, hai na? i me...
the way that my cousins casually bought new cars while i'm sitting here stressed about how to pay for groceries feels like a sitcom that forgot the laughs. like, yaar, matlab seriously, i saw the hcl share price drop and thought, "are these numbers meant to make me feel better or worse?" it's so embarrassing pretending like i'm fine when i'm hiding debts that feel like an anchor pulling me down, hai na? just last week, my bhai casually dropped "let's go for dinner" and my brain was screaming, "but food is literally a luxury!" i was smiling through it all while thinking, "what will i say next time?" and that's when the panic hit... #HclSharePrice #RealityCheck
the way that my cousins casually bought new cars while i'm sitting here stressed about how to pay for groceries feels like a sitcom that forgot the laughs. like, yaar, matlab seriously, i saw the hcl share price drop and thought, "are these numbers meant to make me feel better or worse?" it's so embarrassing pretending like i'm fine when i'm hiding debts that feel like an anchor pulling me down, hai na? just last week, my bhai casually dropped "let's go for dinner" and my brain was screaming, "but food is literally a luxury!" i was smiling through it all while thinking, "what will i say next time?" and that's when the panic hit... #HclSharePrice #RealityCheck
the way that everyone seems to be moving on while i sit here eating instant noodles alone is unreal. like, even Mustafizur got signed to Lahore Qalandars and I can't even sign a new dating app agreement after getting ghosted again. ghar wale nahi samjhte ki dil to abhi bhi udaas hai, like how do i navigate this? watching everyone couple up makes me realize how much of my identity was tied to my pa...